This is probably going to be a very average blog to you, but on a side note:
I am a male, live in Australia and these are my thoughts and favourite things in life.
Imagine this; Your life requires you to move away and you’re okay with this. You have to save money so you can move, your best friend has the same plan and is doing the exact same thing. Sounds simple enough right?
Now add this; You can’t find a job, so your savings are extremely below what you need. Your friend has run into financial problems that you won’t discuss online and his savings are also quite low. This means it is unlikely that you will be able to move.
Another thing for the pile; You are a socially inept person and in this year you managed to make friends. You’ve also managed to push those friends away to the point where you don’t talk to anyone, never organise anymore and barely socialise with anyone other than the family who are in the same house as you. Your friend who you consider more family than friend is ruled out of that pile, you still see each other all the time. However he is also in the same situation with these friends because of you.
Both of you are affected by these turn of events psychologically and therefore because you are both in the same situation you don’t talk to each other about it. You fear it might be affecting your friend more than it does you because his problems are more stressful.
You can’t do anything to change any of these events and that sucks.