This is probably going to be a very average blog to you, but on a side note:
I am a male, live in Australia and these are my thoughts and favourite things in life.
Can someone just help me get away from the current environment I’m in? I really just don’t want to be here, I want to see if my mood will improve if I’m not where I am. I need to be away from my family and this house. Please.
How does one talk to people? I seem to have forgotten how.
realizing that u have a crush on someone u dont have a chance with
I kinda take back what I said in my last post about not wanting to organise anything cause I’m really really lonely right now and I want to be a little happier and I’m also afraid that nothing will happen if I don’t try. Well at least nothing that involves me.
I don’t know, let’s just say that I’m scared that if I don’t continue to do things the way I am currently doing them that I won’t see anyone at all but I’m also scared that if I keep doing things the way I am doing them that I’ll push people away from being too constant. I just don’t know anything any more.
One downside though is I don’t really want to have anything at my house while my family is around because the house feels really cramped now and tensions are high and more restrictions are around and I just feel it would be best if I had the house to myself for an event.
I don’t really know if I’m going to organise anything for awhile. I still want to see people but I feel like every time I organise something that I’m forcing people to come and hang out. I don’t want to make people feel as though they have to say yes. Plus I recently had to be the bearer of bad news to someone who used to be apart of the group and now It seems even though all I did was inform them, that now I am somehow to blame. Moral of that story don’t help people ever, unless you are directly involved.
Anyway right now it’s not looking to good, I don’t know how people feel about me being around and I know that they probably wouldn’t tell me. I’d understand if I was not wanted and I’m pretty sure I’d be able to handle it. I know what I used to be like to previous friends and it seems I’m just the same as I was back then. I guess time will tell and for now I’m going to be a bit quieter instead of demanding.
Casually finds two friends blogs while scrolling through own dash…
I’ll just leave those be.